Things..

I have come to the conclusion that I do not like myself...

I do not like the way I let people come into my life and take control. I have once again let that happen after I vowed not to let it happened again.

I've heard it's a personality trait... but I'm not down with that. There is no reason some other human being needs to control my life.. unknowing or not.

It's time for me to find my own life or create it...

I've found that there is nothing better than a hot summer day or friends/family that accept you for what you are and what you aren't.

Nothing better than being out in the country, big trucks, fast cars, family and feeling like you have accomplished something for the day.

I'm sure there is nothing better than phone calls/texts/messages/pictures from your family/nieces/nephews to brighten the day.

Appreciating the small things today.

on the fly

My lips are sealed.

I swear, I won't say a word.

Run away with me and not a peep will be heard.

What we did can't be undone and none will be the wiser.

So, let's go away and play all day and forget we were....

Shhhhhhh....

Just Thinkin'

There's only so much you can do before you make yourself turn blue.

Take a breath.

Open wide; your heart, your mind and step aside.

What you can do is never enough for those who look on and simply judge.

So, go on now.

Live.

Don't worry about what other people give.

Yeah, Yeah....

Some say.....

But, I know....

It's just the same old love song.....

no words

Pathetic, useless, worn down & torn,

Please tell me the reason I was born.



This hell I've created

has me suffocated.



Guess it's time I open my eyes for a change.

Just The Way It Is

All the words to every man hatin' song

shes got tattooed on her heart.

The 'Don't Mess With Me' attitude

is printed all over her t-shirt.

If you choose to do her wrong,

you'll set her anger in motion.

But, if she's ever treated right,

That will be the day she'll see the light.

Wits End

set out to learn some self discipline. oh help me.