Ya know that feeling that lands in the pit of your stomach like a ton of bricks? That one that leaves you feeling lost and empty after losing that guy/girl that meant the world to you? The feeling that there isn't anything left to live for? Yeah.. that one. I wish it would go away... I know that I haven't lost anyone recently and I know I have a lot to live for. But, it's there... Feeling.. if you read this, please just go away and leave me alone!!! Thank you!