6.09.2008

A certain someone

There he stands, without a clue what he can do,

By just standing there looking so damn cute.

I wish I could tell him to walk away and leave me be

But, there he stands, not knowing about me.

He makes me shake from head to toe; heart rate increases, heat wave crashing down…

Boy, sometimes I wish you had an inkling how you make me stupid

Tripping over my words and feet... Wishing you would notice me.

5.26.2008

Being Thankful

It’s almost been a year since I’ve met that final person,

Since my world was turned upside down

And then he pulled the curtain.

The best thing that happened was probably what he did,

To end things so abruptly,

Knowing nothing is for certain.

I’ve learned what I am and certainly what I’m not,

Definitely what I need and clearly what I want.

So pulling pieces back together of a train wreck I thought love,

The track seems quite misleading when I look back from above.

Now taking what one learns from incidents like these,

I steer my caboose more carefully,

And stay clear of men with needs.

5.25.2008

SNEAKY GIRLS... PART 2




This is the finished product.... The deed was done... Even if we did try getting into the wrong apartment first... :)

5.13.2008

Glad Its Over Now

A special thanks to the talented musicians and song writers.... I've been inspired once again.




Sitting here waiting, as my headache begins… not knowing. That is what kills me in the end. Life proceeds in wonderment… maybe it’s just me. But, this big old world holds no mystery. Rain falling… wisdom… trying to flood our streets… Too bad it won’t reflect in the faces that I meet. The sun shines down on countless agendas, some never to be fulfilled. This world will keep on turning as I pop another pill.

5.10.2008

SNEAKY GIRLS...




Soooooo here we go...
My roommate and I were busy one weekend.....












MORE PICTURES TO FOLLOW...... :)

5.04.2008

Just an Update

So, I must admit that I'm diggin the State of 10,000 Lakes after 3 months (and counting). My job at Wells Fargo is going really well.... the kids up here are keeping me busy and out of trouble.... and my roommate and I get along amazingly!! Things are finally looking up for me and I'm feeling comfortable in my skin again! Joanne (one of my crazy coworkers) has showed me a safe and fun place (a marsh) to run in the middle of Richfield and that has been keeping me active as well. I am slowly getting settled into the apartment (which we counted today and we have about 4 months left there!) Oops. I started this blog for my recreational purposes. Once in a while it helps me to just write my thoughts and sometimes my imagination!! So enjoy... or not. :)

4.24.2008

Notes from December

December, winter, snow, ice ….cold. So, I sit by the window watching the snow fall, lightly floating down by the millions. Snow. It is a funny thing. So pretty yet so detrimental. The snow falls and covers everything. A world so harsh and noisy and then the snow falls, blanketing the earth with white, cold quiet. Cars move quietly down the roads as if they are moving in a funeral procession: slow, cautious, thoughtful. One false move and they could skid into wreckage, but forward they proceed. Snow. It’s an awesome thing how snow can take something ugly, wretched, and repulsive and cover it, hiding all its flaws and making it beautiful. Hm…. Maybe I should head outside… see ya.